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today i'm thinking
and re-thinking the things i had thought
and wondering if i thought them right
because on the outcome of my earlier thought
i have built my present life and thought
i think i thought right sometimes
when my thought agrees with the rhythm of life
and i think i thought wrong
when everything runs askew and rhythms shatter
then i question my thought and how i think it
then i ask the questions that make me think again.
what if i thought wrong or i thought the wrong thoughts
for questions come into my mind that question my thought
and i think them off because i have no answers
or because i am still trying to get answers for the ones i thought.
today i'm thinking
why does life have to be this way
why are we complaining and breeding
why does God just sit and watch
can my mom and dad see me messing up the thoughts they too thought
today i'm thinking
perhaps it is better to just live
there will be enough time to think later
somehow i should be able to figure it into eternity
today i thought
when will i be truly happy again
like i was as a child?
